I know it ain’t gonna work now because you’ve blocked me @darkspeartigress, but fucking hell you are childish as shit. Honestly glad you’re leaving because you’ve always been so damn toxic and hurtful, you always play the victim, and you hardly ever own up to the hurt you’ve caused other people. You’ve amassed this army of people that bend over backwards for you and you just use the hell out of them. And then just blocking literally everyone that calls you out on your shady shit? Fucks sake.
I can write a book about what this girl has tried to do to me and the collection of anons I have from her is astonishing, statcounter and my patience has helped but I can’t keep quiet anymore. It’s been ongoing for a year and something I’ve hidden out of fear. I tried to be her friend at first, I didn’t believe she was sending nasty anons (all about her and pretending to be other people) but she slipped up by referencing my bnet shoutout while on my friends list and deleted her former blog seconds after I explained I can find out who the anon is. She’s sent me what looks like threats to my ooc self, said my three trolls are a copy of her one, called me a whore, shit talked, slandered, manipulated me into thinking she was a victim, made a plan to try and make me look I was defending someone she knew wasn’t a very nice person, isolated me, caused me stress, thoughts of quitting and most of all shock from these behaviors. Never have I met someone who was so aggressive to me. The moment I transferred to WrA it started. And it hasn’t ended since I arrived.
I don’t like doing this, I never had to say anything like this in my life but It’s something I need to let out. I’d just like to thank all the friends who helped me, all the advice Ive received and all those who understand a situation like this. I really just want this person to get help and stop causing people such stress in an environment meant to be fun stress relieving. All in all I’ve grown and learned to stand up for myself from this. All I want is an explanation, I’m not angry..
The book has been growing and growing with this person. It’s MASSIVE as is the trail of horrifically harmed people by Al’ishi. You play nice on here but you hide yourself in the veil of anon because you think it keeps people off of you. I have had so many friends that have been utterly destroyed by her and her toxic, mentally unstable self. She’s used people and tossed them aside and it will never change, all people can do is learn to see through her bs and see the true ugliness that is her personality. Included is an image I found on @spineofdeathwing where it shows exactly what she can do to someone. DISCRETION ADVISED. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING.
What can be told by this image? Given it’s age it was a while ago and from the spine post it shows that, but let’s break down what we see within this skype conversation. First, does she appear regretful after being accused of whatever it was that she did? No, she only gives a sternly worded ‘goodbye’ to the person and wants them to send something to the other as a ‘present’ aka to get a final hit in before she leaves. Second, she claims the person slandered her, which she herself has been accused of and found guilty of many, many times over. Both in game, by rp guilds and by tumblr in general. Third, she threatens to kill herself and have her father sue the person she deems responsible. Let’s just accept how fucking gross that is and see the underlying details here: Those that use suicide for attention are beyond gross, it’s a serious and major issue that is effecting millions and millions of people, yet not only does she use it for a threat but also as a cry for attention WHILE doing so. I’ve been looking over the various things and I am sad to say she is a charismatic sociopath. I will proved a checklist of various calling cards of a sociopath.
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1Look for a lack of shame.
When a sociopath does something wrong, he or she is likely to accept none of the blame and to blame others instead.
Sociopaths are willing to hurt whomever whenever if it means that they will achieve their goals. This is why many sociopaths are highly successful people. However, keep in mind that although many people think sociopaths hunt people for sport, this is often not true. They just do as they please and do not care about how it affects others.
She checks out. She was called out for various things but she only once has shown any acceptance and it was only to gain something from it. She has never cared if her actions effected others and the web of lies has slowly been coming down around her.
2See if the person is constantly lying.
For example, they might promise to seek help and then never follow through with it, or they might make changes for a short while and then return to their old ways.
Sociopaths love to lie about their pasts, too. Look for inconsistencies in their stories. Also, pay attention if someone familiar with their past grossly disagrees with their version of events or unknowingly discloses important information that the sociopath withheld.
Some sociopaths will go to great lengths to make you believe their lies. For example, a sociopath may pretend to leave “to go to work” every single day even if that person is unemployed.
Again we see the pattern repeat. She has lied to many of you. Among all her ‘friends’ and loved ones she lies more and more. People have been able to see it over time but if you are on the outside looking in then you are most likely not to see what horrors she has done besides the ‘anon’ hate. Her art craving and hoarding have been a sign as well, a clear cry for power and attention, to boast while undermining others and their own art. (REF IN THE REBLOG ABOVE.)
Know this: I am most likely going to be both attacked and harassed due to coming forward and speaking out, but she has done this time and time again. A different name and a different face each time. Don’t let her fool you, she WILL come back, she cannot help it since this is the only place she was able to do what she did.
Signing off, seeya.
Yeah she tried the anon harassment with me over doing some commissions for someone. Tried to screech at me as if I did something awful. She’ll always come back, difference face same shit. Sociopath crazy woman.
Also, selling the artwork that she purchased from artists?! SUPER FUCKING SHITTY DUDE!
Heyo! I and many of my friends have been personally attacked, manipulated and thrown to the dogs by this specific person in many different situations. She follows a pattern in which she gains control of people easily and it always starts off with “good” intentions.
1. She always presents herself as a victim, and when an action that is brought up cannot paint her as a victim, Ali’shi will point out that she isn’t a perfect person and wants to change. This in it of itself isn’t a bad thing, but when it’s something that is promised over and over, it’s obvious that it’s a lie.
2. She’s rather friendly and offers to buy commissions from struggling artists or buys art for people she’s trying to offer an olive branch to. She also uses this to infiltrate guild authority to get leverage against them. I’ve seen this observed in at least THREE guilds. She will then use this leverage against guild leaders, members, and even new applicants despite not being someone of authority. She’ll use her friendships as a way to insert her opinions and create an atmosphere where NO ONE is allowed to criticize her behavior.
3. I’ve had multiple friends who were harrassed and shit talked to me personally. @druidess-kiefie : In her account, Ali’shi went on about how mature and nice she was about “allowing” kiefie to use a certain title, then went on about how untrustworthy and bogus she was as a person. She also advised me to not interact with her when she purchased a commission from me. Obviously, this was one of the tactics to manipulate my opinion on literally THE SWEETEST GORL I’VE EVER MET.
@discipleofhethiss : Zin has been my friend for well over two years, and when i was creating my new guild Ali’shi expressed that she distrusted zin and manipulated a situation to get her kicked. From Zin’vik, he told me that he noticed that she doctored screenshots, which ultimately got her kicked. This was an ongoing problem with Zin’vik, in which she would go around talking about how “crazy” and “psychopathic” (LOL nice ableism?) he was for simply stating that she LIED. This behavior continued to even a few days ago, in which I heard that she was going around telling people about how horrible of a person Zin was, despite only bringing forth evidence of her publically shaming an artist in a discord with over 100+ others, where they couldn’t defend themselves, and responding to someone getting a commission from said artist. Like? Hello?
The others don’t want to be mentioned, but she has gotten people kicked from guilds for no reason, advised others not to accept commission requests from perfectly good people, started drama and made herself a victim, ect.
4. My personal account of Ali’shi is that she genuinely believes shes a good person, and I think somewhere inside her, deep down, there’s probably a little speck of a good person, but that doesn’t matter. She manipulated and convinced my ex-friends and my ex-girlfriend that I was something I was not, and I still have yet to be in contact with them today. I was sent so many anons that all circle back to her, anons that stirred the pot for me and that friend group which ultimately led to our fallout. I’ve had a full year of therapy to get over what happened and I still deal with the consequences and anxieties to this day, and only recently have I been able to process the entire situation. I don’t blame them, nor do I have any ill will towards them, because I fell for the same trap, not to mention I have my own faults in that situation. Despite completely cutting contact and not initiating anything with Ali’shi aside from the one time I called her out for shit talking an artist, she talked shit on me for a very long time and still did once I spoke out about her.
The thing about this is she creates an atmosphere where she can’t be criticised and any semblence of such will get a whole army to take you down. I’m so glad people are talking about her and the multiple situations she’s been in because it should be talked about! We should be able to talk about this because we are a community and at the end of the day we need to weed out those who do terrible things because we need to look out for eachother.
Let’s start with this!
Pause while I gather up the rest of my own book, if you will. Book with pages and proof instead of angry mob mentality.
So. I’m gonna get a looootta hate for this, I already know. But I don’t even care. I hope you know how derogatory it is to call your kid spawn, and I’ve heard he’s autistic? so whoops, look at that ableism!
There’s PLENTY more, some of which aren’t from Ishi, but a massive majority of these are from her. This is JUST from guild discord, too. It honestly disgusts me, Ishi, that you refer to your son in such a way. It’s not cool.
This is so freaky.
Also, reading the Replies and that’s a second person I know that was wrongfully accused of being called a rape apologist by this person that went and sent death threats on anon.
Yikes to anyone that defends this person. It’s one thing being manipulative and not accounting for your actions, it’s another to tell people to kill themselves and other types of vitriol instead of just hiding in a corner.
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